yesterday was like hell.
especially cos i really really didnt expect that to happen.
i know i'm in the wrong. but i think its not only me.
i had my reasons. why dont you understand.

fever, flu, arguments and crying the entire night really dont go well together.
its the first time in years that i've cried so badly because i argued with someone.
it opened up my most painful wound from last time and i cant recover even until now.
i really didnt know that wound can still hurt so much.
i dont know how to face her on sunday now. with all these memories from the past.

maybe i need some love and care.
or maybe i just need some time alone.
i dont know. i'm so lost right now.
can history not repeat itself over and over again.
i dont know if i can take it anymore.

아파.

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