one sided story.
do you think its fair.
when neither takes the initiative.
when both remains silent.
then either one gets hurt.
and she begins to get afraid.
afraid of facing the other.
and both still remains silent.
letting the hurt continue.

BAHHH. What am i talking about. blah blah. sounds like some fiction story. haha but it non-fiction. lala. bought jem a book today. and i got one free! (((:
hao xin you hao bao mah. haha. we were looking at earrings. the earrings damn gay can. reminds me of some gay woman. lalala. charis is spastic. ok that was random. bah. i dont like my blog. its so dead. shall update more often. (((:




NO MORE.

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that pretty boy.

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bah.
today sucked.
i dont know why.
its suppose to be a happy day but it sucked.
everything went wrong when i passed by our class.
EVERYTHING.
hmmm. eunice thank you for caring. but. its not worth it.
dont get yourself hurt ok. and and will join your cell grp meeting sometime.
when i find myself back. i will. i never break my promises.
i cant understand why people do. anything. i dont care.
oh oh. i bought the tvxq album ytd. five in the black. haha.
i think the cover damn cool. and i love the songs.
jaejoong. yay.
oh jaime tan. for goodness sake jaejoong is NOT your brother can. bah. why would he have such a AHEM sister. ya you know what i mean. jenzi hope you like the green thing. its cute la. and hope you are happy like it. :D
skipped lesson again. my body really cannot take it. bah. am in a lousay condition.
sorry. :|

going crazayyy.

JAEJOONG.

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bahhh.
my results are so lousayyy. kuo wants me for remedial and so does lss. i duno whats wrong with my chem leh. i tot it was ok. it must be about the formula thing again lorh. crappy. i shall work hard next term. cos i am slacking so much.
lalala. i am suppose to blog about wed cos eunice kho says so. but i refuse to. bahhh. i am lazy. anw someone came to fix my comp this morning. it is supposed to be fixed. hope so. my comp sucks. it keeps shutting down and lagging. irritating :| ayyy. i dun want ptm! die. kuo isnt going to say anything nice about me can. die die die. :|
but i am still in a good mood though. abit sadist horh. but heck care la. live life happy! (((((:
looking forward to sabbaticals!
jaime! i miss you. hahaha. where are youuu.

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feeling so blank.

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you changed. so much that you become a stranger to me now. i dont know you anymore. who are you. i dont want to walk into you life again. cos its so difficult now. you are trying to keep me out. whats wrong with you. i want the old you back. but its never possible.
my world is white without you.

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turn around.
and walk away.
leaving my world BLANK .

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Ehhh. ALOT of ppl owe me letters. Lets list them out!
MEILING
RACHEL
CHARIS
JEMIMA
HSINFANG
JENZI
IRIS who is suppose to start it!
and PEILIH whom haven gotten my reply yet cos i haven met her. XD
Ehhhh. reply reply ok! haha. dun be mean to a poor little girl like me ((:

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sometime when i want someone to talk to, i think of her. shes the one who started me talking. shes the one whom i first pour my heart and soul to. shes the one who knows my problems well. shes the one whom i want to be close to. shes the only one. buuut i know its not possible anymore. shes not going to listen to me pour my soul anymore. shes not going to even have a proper conversation with me anymore. shes not there for me anymore. shes gone from my life. but i just cant let go.

lalalalala. today was a horrible day for me. ayyy i guess there are alot and too many things i cant control. i shant fret over them although i care SO much. but nvm. i am alright! haha. i am the always happy almighty CHENYI! yay. so smile people. smile. be happy like me! no matter what happens. you will be fine. CHARIS! i love you. thank you alot for eating recess and lunch with me when i am lonely. thank you for being there. i will be there when you need me. i know you wont need me. but i will still be there! like how i will be there for anyone. anyone at all. i promise that i am there. i will never go and leave you alone. just come to me my dear. ((((: but sometimes i think i may not have that much energy too. i think i just need a friend. i just need a hug. i just need some comforting and i will be alright again! (((: hahaha. i am writing letter to PEILIH! haha. i am feeling abit bad cos i THINK i lost her letter. so sorry. haha. i shall just write crap to her then XD ehhhh. its 7.30pm! i needa do alot of work. better be gone (((: <3

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shiiiiit.
iwanttotalktohersomuchiwanttotalktoherhaveachatwithher
andgooutwithherlikefriendsbutiguessitsnotverypossiblenow
aftereverythingweareinthisawkwardrelationshipwedonttalk
andwedontcareabouteachotheripretendshesnotthereandshe
pretendsiamnottheretotallylikestrangersorevenworsethanthat.
haiyoh. i am siannnn! i finally finish chem! yay. so happy. ok nvm i damn random. hahahaha. got school tmr. hope its a good day tmr. lalalalala.

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bahhh. i am desperately trying to finish my chemistry sia. and while i am waiting for my mum to buy iodine, i shall BLOG! haha. i was such a embarassment on monday. i got LAST. really. very diu lian leh. and very disappointing for 306 also. SORRY. i am really very slow. i wont find excuses. the reason i lost is cos i am SLOW. ya. ok nvm. i shant rander about it. anw huifang was the 7th. and our class got FIRST for 4x100m! yay. congrats to samtan kelly melwee and samrae! good job! ((: and samrae got 3rd for 100m i think. yay. so pro. anw my mum is back with the iodine. but the experiment doesnt seem to work. how? kuo is going to kill us lehhh. and i owe beehiang and lydia chocolates! due to some unknown reasons. abit sad. and eunice kho! you owe me lunch. haha. and i owe alot of bday presents. oh man. go do experiment lo! bye.
and thank you charis x3

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