random picture but this isnt related to my post.
cos i lack a better picture to use :\
anyway you know what i am going to blog about.
actually i am damn tired but i have to do it today!
long post ahead. here goes...

okay so first i must really say with CT there i feel much better.
she made me super high with her and made so many friends damn quickly.
i think if i went alone it wouldnt have been like that.
yeah but actually my super high and drama character REALLY isnt my real character omg. i am like quite the opposite when i am around people i dont know well.
i hate going for orientations. i hate making in friends in a new environment.
i really dont like to talk to strangers one.
but i dont think anyone will believe me after seeing me at this camp :\
its real okay. the chenyi at the camp is SUPER abnormal.
i am NOT so high and NOISY one. really.
omg i have been talking about this weird character at the camp for really long.
but then i think that being HIGH at a camp is necessary lor.
so yeah THANK YOU TWIN! love you :D
just that our group wasnt as high as me and CT so we stood out a bit.
i think some people didnt like us for being so high and noisy.
go ahead. but HEY this is what you should be like for the camp to be fun.
i am not ALWAYS this noisy and high what. hmph.

but  i still got sabo-ed by CT for a lot of crap :\
it was fun luh. but i really really dont like to stand out like that one D:
hmm but for sake of making the camp fun i just did what i should ((:
i think after day one of high-ing with CT and not sleeping at night, i was just crazy in day two. said a lot of weird, stupid but funny things and made people laugh! haha. good to entertain people though.
really hope my group didnt mind this crazy girl today :D
now i am still in some camp mood and still high haha ((:
anw i learnt from CT that we really need to fight and just do everything we can for somethings that we want in life. although doing that dance was super embarrassing, i did my best cos i really like to dance!
its like quite the first few times i am dancing in front of audiences somemore!
but yeah really a bit diu lian luh. i dont really wanna be famous you know :\
haha i feel like this post is just crap oh no ):
hao le. last paragraph for dedications :D

DEDI DEDI DEDI DEDICATIONS:
1. of course my TWIN CT luh! ((:
lurb her the most. i really cant thank her enough.
shes been helping me a lot recently!
though she sometimes disappear which is slightly irritating, i still lurb her nonetheless :D

2. My OGLs/GLs! :DD
Meng How (no, should be Xiao Qiao), Xin Yan and Bao Qi :D
they worked really hard to help us and plan and make a lot of things i bet. without them i wouldnt have enjoyed the camp as much so yeah THANK YOU THREE! :D hope to see you (them) in school! haha.
MH aka Xiao Qiao is really fun to niao oops. heh.

3. Evelyn and Luting and YuJing! (:
the seniors attached to our group! they were really high and super funny and entertaining! i think they tried very hard to help us bond as a group and enjoy our time there so yeah THANK YOU ((:
and they like KPOP also! haha YAY YAY (:

4. Fellow Xiao Qiao mates! :D
of course the people who spent the two days with me :D
although i really think some of you found me noisy or irritating.
i am very sorry for that. i sincerely apologize *bows*.
but yeah haha i had fun with everyone! playing all the games and everything!
so happy we won second for everything. XIAO QIAO IS CHIO AND ZAI!

5. Last but not least the people who organised the camp!
Okay this sounds like some para to please the seniors but its not hor.
really need to thank the people who organised the camp.
organised a quite large scale camp before so i know how tiring it is.
THANK YOU HSS CHINESE SENIORS! so happy i've got them ((:

okay i have came to an end of my blog post about the camp.
do you have any questions? hahahaha.
but yeah seriously i really wont regret going for camp and all.
had much fun with qiaos and others.
shall join organizing committee for next years Chinese FOC!
love to do this kind of things one. i will be damn high haha.
cant wait for uni life to start!
see you all my CHINESE mates ((:

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heh heh i just came across this.
its like quite interesting (at least to me) haha.
anw FYI, my new recent craze is BLOCK B :D

BLOCK B Ranking!

Favorite Member: PARK KYUNG
Least Favorite Member: -
Prettiest Member: Taeil?
Most Beautiful Member: Jaehyo
Member I Wanna Marry: KYUNG :D
Member I Wanna Be Best Friends With: ZICO and KYUNG ((:
Favorite Pairing: ZICO & KYUNG! (like in the picture :D)

okay done ((:
that's all for now.
shall owe the KOREAN MUSIC WAVE post till next time ((:

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really shocked just now.
an unexpected thing happened.
didnt leave me feeling very well.
it felt like someone has just cut opened an old scar you've had.
crazily painful. unimaginable feeling.
it was then that i realised i've cried till my tears are dry.
the feeling of wanting to cry but being unable to; scary.
and its irritating how the other person can just forget it completely.
i dont understand. then why cant i forget it too.
loser. feel like such a loser.
i really dont want such good memory at these times.

sorry this is an emotional post.
give me some time to get over it.

anyway these 2 songs have been stuck in my head recently.
must have been watching to much MTV Match Up.
but try listening. KPOP songs arent that bad seriously.
why do nobody around me appreciate it.
really just try listening to everyone even though you cant understand.
the tune and beats and rhythm are really nice.
and the lyrics match well too. at least the sound of it. heh.
okay, introducing the 2 new rookie groups: B1A4 and BLOCK B!





okay off to catch up with sleep due to lack of it ytd night.
oh ya btw i won a Korean Music Wave 2011 poster from ONE TV ASIA!
quite funny but thank you ONE TV ASIA ((:

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i'm scared, i'm nervous. i'm scared, i'm nervous. i'm scared, i'm nervous.
I DONT KNOW.
why do i have to go thru this. i really really dont like it D:
and will i really be able to find a new nice friend? :\
i shall try to be outgoing? haha. stressed about camps and orientations.

okay cannot be emo ((:
some of my friends on twitter are kind of scaring me actually.
hope they are all okay?
i hope i stop meeting not-so-nice people liao.
really met a lot already i am damn tired of complaining.
new friends in uni WILL BE NICE :D

okay i need to sleep.
must ask the girls out to train drinking alcohol soon.
girls lets go :DDD

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signed up for NTU CAC FOC 2011 :D
just that i cant stay in school overnight.
hope they will be nice and let me go still ((:
really dont think i will survive staying in sch for 4 nights D:
anw good news that they extended the deadline to 12th july!
if not i will never make it in time for tmr.
i dont understand why i neh receive the freshman orientation package one.
just cos i got in thru appeal and its damn late?
thats damn unfair luh. then i miss out so much since the start.
i missed HSS FOC dateline lor. then i cant go.
thats my fac camp yo. stupid luh D:
but hope this one will be fun.

actually i got nth to blog about but i cant let my blog die )):
okay i am off to watch my dramas liao ((:
will update about the camp :DDD

photo credits to: NTUCACFOC 2011 Facebook!

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actually i am lazy to blog about it.
just know that i had fun!
and i am jealous of those fan girls who got damn a lot of fan service!
i was at the front too why didnt i get any )):
nvm. its just their luck.
but i will still go and watch them if they come again!
so super cool and talented people :DDD

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not that i am into doing movie reviews but i really think this is a must watch.
and in 3D obviously. the effects were like cool and stuff so 3D is nice.
yeah and i watched a lot of the parts with my face stunned.
haha sounds stupid but then the plot and the fighting really make me felt that.
when they fight its like so intense and exciting that it makes you hold your breathe omg.
there were parts where it is touching as well. esp parts with bee!
peaceful parts were present but yeah not a lot.
but seriously the actions and fighting in 3D was so worth watching.
sad that this is the last movie for this series.

oh ya and i must not forget to say this.
i still like megan fox better.
the new girlfriend is pretty but she always looks like shes pouting.
and i still think megan fox is prettier. sad she didnt act in this movie )):

this is so weird to say but i think i will miss prime and bee :\
omg i wanna watch it again now just typing about it.
my great love for prime and bee omg. haha.

anw so now i am currently anticipating:
SMURFS 3D
Harry Potter (got 3D or not ah)
Breaking Dawn

theres like a lot to watch in july haha.
and oh i didnt sign up for union camp in the end.
decided that i dont want to join the union anw.
going for open classes for Modern Jazz.
shall try out for the auditions too. hope everything goes well haha.

okay long post again.
to end off, let me tell you stuff that are making me excited right now.
Firstly, coming in like 1 day plus, BEAST FANMEET! ((:
although i am still irritated with junhyung but i am still excited to see them up close!
Next is the KOREAN MUSIC WAVE CONCERT 2011! ((:
i will see BIG BANG again and finally see 2NE1 live!
and also UKISS and MISS A and TEEN TOP! ((:
really anticipate live performances from them.
but yeah i ended up really broke haha.
okay not time for complaining.
as promised, THE END.
byebye.

(next update: BEAST FANMEET!) :D

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