boo. i finally get to blog.
heh. i am in china.
in shanghaiii. rahhh.
i miss singapore.
i hate my dad's computer.
it sucks. got problem one.
then cannot go blogger.
haha dno why suddenly can so here i am.
boo i haven done my homework yet.
ohoh i met eunice chengxin melissa and hsinfang before they flew back.
hoho i gave them stuff to bring back and my aunt bought sweets for them.
heh melissa gave me the lamp that her buddy gave her.
and also a pig and a tortoise.
rahhh funny presents eh. she says its cute. ok lorh.
ohoh i spent 150rmb on sms-ing in one day plus. haha.
then my aunt was like omg how come so fast. heh.
bahhh. i miss everyone.
jem lydia yushi eunice melissa chengxin hsinfang and all the people.
i want to go back lorh. i dont like staying with my dad. ><
dont like my grandparents. staying with my aunt is fun cos got my cousin.
rahhh my mum is coming here in one week plus. yay. maybe we are going to beijing.
aha beijing is colddd. much colder than shanghai. i might just freeze there.
bahhh. i am very sad. my dad's house got no internet. only his company have.
then he always xia ban at 4plus then i have to go home.
rahhh at home nothing to do. >< then cannot talk to people also.
all the people always go online very late lorh. sucks la.
rahhh. haven buy anything for everyone yet. ><
wait for my mum come then can go shopping. yay.
ohoh i haven recover from my stupid cough yet.
hen jiu le leh. rahhh irritating one. bahhh.
i shall STOP ranting. ><

i want to talk to you.
rahhh where are you.
how are you. i want to see you.
i want to see your face.
make sure you are fine.
why are you so cold to me.

hurt.
broken.

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hoho.
i am still not sleeping.
its 0013 on my phone.
heh was suppose to be waiting for yushi.
but shes not going home. bleh.
i dont feel like sleeping.
suppose to wake up at 6 tmr morning.
heck.
i am flying again.
to shanghai.
be back on 29dec.
rahhh abit long. bahhh.
will miss my friends eh.
oh yeah. need to give yushi stuff.
then cannot see her. haha.
passing the stuff to chengxin then she bring back for me.
haha my mum says that the stuff goes ONE BIG ROUND and comes back to spore.
so funny. heh.
ehhh so weird.
seems like everyone has stuff to give me.
why ah. what is there to give me la.
waiyee lydia yushi and and still got someone else.
oh shit i forgot. sorry whoever.
haha why everyone so nice to me one ah.
shall go china buy alot of presents back. heh.
shopping time. yay. such a spendthrift. tsk.
hahaha. i shall go off. my mum nags. ><
byebye singapore.
see you on dec29. xD

hopefully i get to see you.
i really miss you. ><

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heh.
went to j8 with yushi and jem today.
aha suppose to go and eat lunch.
in the end no one ate. aha.
we are damn funny can.
three of us make the perfect stoning combination.
haha. was suppose to talk.
in the end we just sit there.
weird weird then very awkward.
why ahh. i dont understand.
maybe cos yushi keep sms-ing then me and jem abit like.
eh dno. dont dare to talk.
oh oh then yushi very funny today.
we were walking to the mrt then yushi was walking infront of me and jem.
then we were quite behind so she looks like shes alone.
she walk walk then suddenly turned back
and pointed at a stone bird like thing and went "my friend".
then got one guy walk pass and stare at her for very long.
aha. it was so funny can. so malu aha.
then then after that she go and kick someone while walking. then she laughed.
in the end we keep seeing that person she kicked in j8. aha so funny.
oh and we took photos in the bball court. so random.
haha. yushi is very cute. heh.
ok i am abit weird today.
rahhh i got alot of stuff to say to yushi. bahhh.
why i nv say today. ohman. i feel VERY weird.
whats wrong with me ah. heh i dno. heck la.
my mind is overloading with stuff now. going mad. ahhhhhhhhh.

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heh.
back from new zealand.
lets recall what we did.
i am in GROUP3.
our instructor is BEN.
first day we reached NZ and went to Huka Falls. then we went to OPC.
second day we went bush bashing. got alot of cuts.
third day we climbed a moutain. and got more cuts.
fourth day we went caving. hit alot of rocks and got blue blacks.
fifth day we had our overnight expedition. went tubing and ropes course.
sixth day we climbed a snow mountain and had fun in the snow. slept near a water fall.
seventh day we left OPC for Kiwi Paka hostel.
eighth day went to Rotorua. played the swoop and agrojet.
nineth day we stayed in auckland.
tenth day was our shopping day. bought alot of stuff heh. went to see a maori show.
eleventh day was our flight back to singapore. didnt want to come back. ><

ehh. thats the rough sketch of what we did.
it was really fun esp with all the friends there together.
thank you everyone who took care of me. some stuff i want to say. wonder if they will see this though.
JEM: thank you for talking to me. you always take care of me when i am lonely. sorry for making you cry and making you worried. i am ok. dont worry. you must jiayou and we will work out our way. go jem. xD
YUSHI: thank you for dragging me along with you all everytime i am alone. you stone with me alot. heh sorry for always stoning. i am alright. hope you are alright too. jiayou wherever you go. dont give up so easily. i will go and visit you heh. i will miss you. <3
BEL: thank you for always playing with me when i am sian. you always talk to me alot and not let me be lonely or bored. sorry for taking your sit on the plane. was too lazy to move heh.
GRACE: thank you for talking to me. haha your laughter really very funny. you make me laugh alot. and you cheer me up. thank you. dont oversleep so much. aha.

rahhh thats about all. going to china on the 15th nov. be back on the 29th i think. will be meeting eunice melissa and chengxin in china. heh. :D

looking at you my heart breaks. all that scars you have. every scar i see everytime it cuts my heart. why is it that when i am around you i always feel the heart ache. take care of yourself please. dont do this to your life. really need to talk to you. make sure you are ok. hope there is this chance to see you again.

and and i am having a really bad cough. losing my voice. haha self torture somemore. not eating anything today. not even my medicine. i just want to die.

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whyyy.
why is it that sitting beside you, 我的心很痛.
rahhh. it is better alrdy.
but but its not the same as before.
i dont know what you are going through.
i dont know what you are thinking.
you dont tell me anything.
rahhhhhhhh. what do i expect. ><

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everything would be fine.
cos i choose to believe.
learn to trust. learn to xiang xin.
i believe you. xD
let me be your friend.
hold your hand.
i dont need to have your everything.
but at least care.
care a little more.

rahhhhhhhh. iwillmissyou. alot.
but all you will do is to forget about me.
我会很想你的.

iloveyou.

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heh forgot to say something ytd. ><
thank you waiyee and dawn. hahaha.
yay. haha. although i dont even know dawn.
but shes nice! heh she gave me jaejoong's photos and stickers.
aha. and she dont know me too.
heh. xiexie. xD

rahhh. its 930am. i wake up so early to bath.
hahaha then i end up being very bored. ><

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