theres so many thing which i want to do. theres so many things which i cant complete. but without you where can i go. shiiiiiit. i miss the days.

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wooosh! its SATURDAY. meaning my event is TWO days away. shiiit. i am very nervous! haha. ya. my blog is kind of DEAD. cos i got no time to come. TIMELESS! but anyway ppl dun tag so whats the point -.- ohoh. i just took some quiz sunny send me. heres the reeeeeeesult.
41 TO 50 POINTS:
Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing,
practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of
attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head.
They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll
always cheer them up and help them out.
its quite true horh. isnt is? it depends on how you see ME.((: ohya. i owe beehiang a chocolateee! sorry auntie bee. i cant find a cookie and cream! and i am once again TIMENEEDY! haha. bet i will be a embarassment on monday! infront of SO many ppl. haiyoh. i give up le. cant be bothered to care! bahhh. i am going to runnn tmr monring! jiayou threesixersohseven! run run run! hahaha. gd luck XD

you just dont realise.

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tired. so tired. all that i want is for you to take a step towards me. cos you stopped me from taking a step towards you. please. all i want is for you to talk to me like we are friends. care a little bit more. take some initiative. rather than like now. rather than pretending not to know me. thats all i want. is it really difficult for you to do that. is that too high an expectation.

Hello. I am so happy about my leg. cos its not pain anymore! yay. meaning i can run le. thank you ppl for your concern about my leg! haha. ytd me jenzi gi meiling and hsin fang went to eat at macs after bio lecture. meiling went off after awhile. den den the 4 of us sat there and waited for mac's lunch. den we ate. haha. oh oh. jenzi says that i have track potential. meaning i can run and that i shld join track. haha. shes not the first one to say that to me. alot of ppl said that to me. really meh? i think i am damn slow can. no speed. den stamina like shit like dat. haiyoh. i think huifang is very pro! haha. i dont think that i can run as fast as her lorh. hmm. maybe i shld go train more. den can catch up with huifang! ok nvm. i very crappy leh. oh i haven finish my story. den hsin fang got idea to buy plain t-shirt and draw on them ourselves. so we can have nice personalised shirt. so they enthuly went to buy markers and shirts. my art dont pass la. so i didnt want to spend money on it. anw, after dat fang went for tuition and we 3 went home lorh. sounds sian la. but it was fun. haha. alot of funny things happened. and meiling and jenzi told us stupid jokes on our way. damn lame can. but it was still funny. hahaha. i dont make sense. nvm. oh ya KHO KHO NUT(OIL)! you say after test we go out tgt de horh. dont forget. haha. and you shall treat me to lunch. haha. free lunch! yay. ehhh. must go study for bio on tuesday!
jiayou everyone! XD

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someone someone. i want someone to go
to school with me tmr! haha.
someone someone. wheres the someone.
haha. abit gay today. haha.

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what is wrong with me.

injury.
might not be able to run for quite some time.
bahhh. i need my training alot. dun want to fail napfa!
hope my leg will recover asap! haha. smile everyone. no worries. chenyi will spread happiness! XD

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what do i do about her.

bahhh. ran 800m heats today. sadly, i was 3rd last. man. i am damn slow la. sorry 306! i let you all down. and i fell down while running. cos someone kick me from behind. den i just piak down. haha. pain leh. got wound at the knee there. i was limping arnd after that. anw, i am really slow. hui fang got 2nd leh! though they say its cos my heat got all the pro pro sec four runners(like mym and gao min) but hui fang's heat got only one pro person. but still...haiyoh. i very shi bai leh. haiyah. if anyone want to scold me for running so slowly, go on. i dont mind. haha. oh yah. den peilih kelly melwee and samrae ran 4x100m. they were like flying can. sam fly! sandfly! haha. dats what i told her lorh. she didnt seem to mind. anw me hsin fang sam and iris went island creamery after dat. den i took bus and limp all the way home. felt so lonely la. wanted someone to be there with me but who will be so nice to accompany me home at 7+ at night.

so so alone.

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when life is like living hell, what do you do. when you cant get out of it. what can you do. its difficult to try. it really is.

HELLO!
tmr got maths test! rahhh. i think i will fail some parts of it. like coordinate geometry and quad functions. will pass circle properties and congruency and simlarity though. cos that one quite easy la. haha. i got a twin from today onwards! eunice kho (kho kho nut OIL)! cos our hair look alike. our face oso. abit la. haha. we both like CHINESE. yay. and we are both very crappy. her bday is one day before mine. like 20hrs older than me according to her. haha. we are twins! XD hmph. shld be studying maths now. going. byebye. and she just added me on msn. XD

smile.

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hello.
i have got a new blogskin. its simple and its nice. did some editing to it. and its like how i want it now. the picture is cute. XD tmr is physics test. jiayou sixers. study hard. we'll pull thru! haha. smile everyone. dont get too stressed up about things. relax. rest. think about it.

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sometimes somethings cant be helped. if our relationship end up like this, it cant be cured. theres no way it will go back to that time. if she choose to treat me like that. theres nothing i can do. and it hurts.

HELLO.
TAG REPLIES!
bel: yo belbel. i know 我可以！你也可以！加油! haha. smile. XD
hanqing: oh man. its so funny. haha.
MEL: hello mel! XD
LIZARD: i am not wasabi ok. i am NOT GREEN! rahhh.
jenzi: you are welcome. cheer up jenzi. JIAYOU! smile. XD
hanqing: ahaha. lion lion! haha.
RACHEL: haha. its pretty. and what it say is true! ahaha. XD

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hello. lets reply tags.

lydia: haha. yes yes. i am damn spas dat day.
cherylin: hello jiejie! XD
chengxin: you are welcome! and grats about your internet!
gi: haha thank you! big love to gi too!
laiweng: hello. linked!
beehiangg: haha yes! XD
rachel: haha selling handphone is a very nice qi tu! for you only! haha.
shuui: wo you kan dao ni! how can you not see me!
lulu: you are emo oso lorh! bahhh. jiayou!
meiling: i am moving yay! you stone-y meiling!
joy: you crappy person! hahaha.
rachel: haha you are the lame duck who cant walk! ahahaha.
iris: haha thank you! and sharlene is LAME! not funny.
sharlene: haha the tree is SO important to me leh! your jokes very lame!
jenzi: JENZI! hello.
leli: haha thank you! i love you too.
chengxin: haha you loser! <33333
rachel: ok ok! i am trying so hard! i promise you i will try.
meiling: hello. meiling is always everywhere! haha.
beehianggg: haha. laugh!
jem: i know. thank you.
nicole: ok. cant wait! haha.
iris: haha we go different ways!
jem: smiling.
meiling: haha i miss you every moment of my life!
rachel: i am the winner lorh. haha.
chengxin: haha chengxin chenyi!
gi: you are welcome! haha. i love you too!
iris: wo ye ai ni!
bel: yo yo belbel! smile smile! '

finally finished! SO LONG nv reply tags le. sorry! wahhh. very tired. feeling so much better. although not fully recovered. although the scars are still so deep. although the pain is still so painful. i am still trying. recovery is not coming soon. but i will try to cover and try to recover.

I AM ON MY WAY!

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forget about anything that happened.

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getting over it. its difficult but i am trying. i believe i will. and i am not emo anymore! i am HAPPY! ahahaha. baaaaaaa. 306 very not happy nowadays. jiayou everyone. i believe we can make it. for whatever you are making la. ahaha. i want our relationship to return to normal. like before everything happened. but i guess it wont be the same. i will try hard. i dont need you to try. i dont need you to care. if you cant be bothered. let it be. haha. oh man PEILIH ARH. i am NOT eva la. waaahhhh ahaha. i just made a bday card! it looks very nice. blah blah. i dont know what to say. GET OVER IT! trying very hard. JIAYOU EVERYONE! smile. XD

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smiling because i know she wants me to. covering up so that people do not worry about me. whats underneath is what you dont need to see.

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