水瓶女
不要看水瓶座的女人平常多么的自主有个性、好像任何事她们都不放在眼里。但是当她们一旦陷入了爱情中，就像跌到无底深渊一样，无可自拔。因为水瓶女的心很难定下来，所以一旦她们真心的爱上一个人时，她们会把原来的自己抛掉，改变成对方想要的样子，所有重心都以对方为主，变的只为对方而活。也正因为如此，水瓶女们对于感情的创伤需要很久才能平复。不过她们在外人面前还是会表现的若无其事，她们不想让别人看到自己狼狈的一面，因为那会有失她们潇洒的个性。但其实她们的内心正在因为伤口而疼痛。不过这也才符合水瓶女原本的天性。


aigoo this is so sad but its so true so its even sadder )):
sad for myself cos i totally agree! )):

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after giving all my heart and soul, how do you expect me to say goodbye with a smile.

i love you. i hate you.
i hate you. i love you.
i hate you.

no. i cant ever hate you.

i can literally feel my heart aching.

whatever is wrong with me these days.
hope i'll survive this this time.

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yesterday was like hell.
especially cos i really really didnt expect that to happen.
i know i'm in the wrong. but i think its not only me.
i had my reasons. why dont you understand.

fever, flu, arguments and crying the entire night really dont go well together.
its the first time in years that i've cried so badly because i argued with someone.
it opened up my most painful wound from last time and i cant recover even until now.
i really didnt know that wound can still hurt so much.
i dont know how to face her on sunday now. with all these memories from the past.

maybe i need some love and care.
or maybe i just need some time alone.
i dont know. i'm so lost right now.
can history not repeat itself over and over again.
i dont know if i can take it anymore.

아파.

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its like when you talk to a rather good looking guy, your heart beats faster and you feel kinda nervous. you dont really dare to make a lot of eye contact too.
too bad you aren't really fated with him so nvm then :\

haha today's chingay dance killed my knees.
keep kneeling on the floor then my knees blue black now.
next time remember to wear long pants.
but then the dance seems QUITE cool.
quite only luh. not VERY cos its not really the hiphop kinda dance that i do.
oh wells we just started learning so who knows.
and our instructor is tall and not bad looking! haha eye candy during dance not bad :D
oh plus our group really quite fun and stuff so i like chingay for now! haha.
hmm thats all for my updates now i guess.
i cant say too much one i think. heh heh.
tmr got tutorial. needa go sleep soon.
goodnights :D

ps: looking forward to Thursday's dp bash with twin :D

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woohoo!
went for chingay welcome tea today.
i was in group 2! :DDD
played stupid games with my group haha.
the guys were damn funny.
and we had lame convos and stuff and we just all laughed together!
nice to meet a group of fun and exciting people :D
first prac starts tmr! YAY cant wait to DANCE ((:
i think every sat just isn't enough. finally got sth else now.
and i found people who live near me plus wanna learn hiphop at o school!
yay got friend liao if i wanna join hiphop beg 2 (:

okay i kinda got a test tmr and i need to study.
more about the dance tmr! :D
cant wait to see our COOL instructors too ((:

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