i have like one thousands thoughts in my head now so i really dont know
where to start or what to say.
i guess what twin told me today really did shock me a bit?
and i THOUGHT i was okay with it.
but really luh. i think the pace is a bit too quick yeah. haha.

anw, dance today was really... really... basic. haha.
we "bounced" for the whole lesson?
other than the super tiring YOGA-like warm-up omg.
i think its really good to learn the basics but twin didnt think so.
and learning the basics made me realised one huge fact.
its making me quite depressed right now. and that is:
I AM NOT MADE TO/SUITABLE FOR DANCING AT ALL.
yeah. i finally realised why i always look awkward doing all dance moves.
no matter how hard i tried to do it with more energy or correctly,
i just dont look as nice as others? i just look weird.
so i just concluded that my build and stuff is just not fit for dancing.
even my mum agrees. hmm )):
maybe i should just go do something else right. D:
i wonder why no one ever told me this until my mum did just now.
shall really give it some serious thought before MJ auditions hmm :\

urgh lets move on from this.
so i have been thinking about this for quite awhile now.
i realised that i like my jc friends much better than the uni ones.
its like my jc friends are so much more on the same level as me.
its so much easier to communicate with twin and horsey!
and i can tell them almost anything without getting trashy reactions from them.
or maybe its just that i haven't met anyone whom i can clique with in uni yet.
i am really going to join a lot of stuff and meet more people (:

and yeah cos i treasure twin and horsey a lot, i am kind of protective of them.
i really dont want them to get hurt! (i think they know what i mean).
that's why i am the MAMA! haha.
take care of them like some mother.
hope you two dont find me bothersome!
you two are my really good friends you know! :D

hmm i guess i have made most of my points.
still got lots of stuff on my mind but i cant type them out.
its okay! there is always next time! haha.
annyeong~ (PS i am feeling much better today!) :D

just realised that its been 3 years but i still remember everything so clearly.
i wonder why.

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