i am very scared. very. rahhh. you seem to be avoiding me. shiiit. hope its just me. hope that you are not. not asking for much eh. is talking to me that tedious.

youuu. you troublesome person. make me so tired and hurt. haha. is being a friend of mine that terrible to you. whyyy are you treating me like that. i dont like the coldness in you. eunice says i shld take the initiative. well. how do i take the initiative when you are like that. cant you just be alittle nicer.

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hahaha. sorry i dont reply tags. cos i am not used to doing that. well. HELLO TO EVERYONE WHO TAGGED AND THANK YOU FOR ALL THE COMPLIMENTS XD!

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TVXQ-TONIGHT!
thanks to joanna. XD

you know what. you might as well just kill me.

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i realised that if my life is without music, i will not survive. rahhh.
music is so important to me. much more than anything else.

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yayyy.
i got a new watch and its WHITE! pretty pretty :D
anyway. the sun does not love JOANNA! hahahaha. but i do XD. ehhh joanna! i swim at yishun ya. i thought i told you that day. rahhh. terrible memory. hahaha. you know what. the swimming pool is super near you and melwee's house eh. i was walking there then i saw your house! and i thought of joanna! hahaha. i finished watching high school musical alrdy. its nice.

whyyy wouldnt you talk to me. tell me stuff like you used to. we are just alittle better than strangers. but much not like friends.

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HELLO. lalala. went swimming with my mum and she bought me a volleyball as promised! :D happy happy. jem! we can play it tgt now. :D lalalala. chenyi loves VOLLEYBALL!

you didnt tell me what to do. and you dont talk to me much. what am i suppose to do. just want to be a friend. is it that difficult.

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Hello.
Yay. Its thursday!
Anyway. I think i am abit slow but i just realised that TVXQ sang HUG in chinese.
hahaha. damn cute. ohman. i listen until my heart beat increase. woosh. xin tiao very fast. i am TOUCHED. :D ahhhhhhhhhh. DONGFANG!

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ahhh.
bio bio bio :D talked to lss today eh. she was OK. not very bad eh. shes nice :D anyway. my ankle hurts leh. dno why. rahhh. got chem coming up. tired tired.
go chenyi. you can make it. you MUST make it!

never asking for everything to be the same. never wanted you to treat me like the past. the only thing i wanted was for you to treat me as a friend. i dont like this awkward relationship between us. is it very difficult for you to talk me more. is it that bad.do you dislike me that much.

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haha. everyone is telling me that volleyball is fun. yes! i totally agree 100%! volleyball is VERY fun fun fun! and more. woosh. i love volleyball. i regret my decision of not joining volleyball. :|


CHENYI you idiot. you ought to reflect about the things happening to you recently and how stupid you have been.

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jemmm.
stop lying to yourself.
you know it doesnt work.
and dont lie to yourself that it does.
cos it really does not help.

she was pissed today.
i got kind of xia4 dao4.
and i got worried.
are you ok.

sorry.

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my voice sucks.
everyone is laughing at me.
ahhh. hahahahaha. it does sound funny though.

sorry for not understanding.

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sore throat.
my voice sucks now. sound like eva. hahahaha.
the supposedly "sexy" voice. omg.
i cant sing. i cant reach any high notes at all.
ouch. my throat sucks.

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Tong Vfang Xien Qi
동방신기
Dong Bang Shin Ki
Tong Bang Shin Gi
Tohoshinki
東方神起

U-KNOW YunHo!
MICKY YooChun!
HERO JaeJoong!
MAX ChangMin!
XIAH JunSu!

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watches as everything collapse. like what can i do.

Hmm. I wonder whose the guy who makes my friend wait for him under his block for so long. And he doesnt appear. Haha. Whose the guy who has the charm. Wooh. :D

I try so hard to find the reason. The reason that you dont give. Are you trying to reduce the hurt for me when you push me away or are you just hurting me by pushing me away in the meanest way. Theres no excuse i can find for you anymore. Please CARE alittle more. DONT be like that. Cos it hurts.

Sorry for everything i've done that hurt you.

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hello.
woosh. today was fun fun fun. cos of PE. i love VOLLEYBALL! haha. and something funny happened during recess today. me and huifang stayed back to play volleyball after PE. then we stood opposite each other and pass the ball to each other using the forearm pass! haha. anw, huifang hit and the ball went up so both of us ran for it. the thing is that we were staring at the ball and nv notice each other. hahaha. then we just bang into each other. hahahahahaha. it was damn funny. oh then i knock my knee on the court then got a wound there. its the 2nd time of this yr that i fell! somemore on the exact same spot on my right knee. haha. i bet if i fall again my knee will just rot. hmm. jennnnzi! now we both got injury at our kneeS! hahahaha. :D i am damn amused. then after sch was math remedial :| and and jem didnt wait for me and she left. :( but its ok la. she kept apologising to me after that. haha. its ok jem! dont be sorry. :) haha this post is a long one compared to my previous ones. ahhh.

JIAYOU! YOU CAN DO IT!

its like no one ever cares and no one ever bothers.

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bah.
wanted to say something.
forgot.
hmm speechless. :|

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because you dont have the initiative.
and when someone says they will be there, they will.
its only that you dont take the initiative to go to them.
and you just think that they are not there.
when they are always there.

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