sometime when i want someone to talk to, i think of her. shes the one who started me talking. shes the one whom i first pour my heart and soul to. shes the one who knows my problems well. shes the one whom i want to be close to. shes the only one. buuut i know its not possible anymore. shes not going to listen to me pour my soul anymore. shes not going to even have a proper conversation with me anymore. shes not there for me anymore. shes gone from my life. but i just cant let go.

lalalalala. today was a horrible day for me. ayyy i guess there are alot and too many things i cant control. i shant fret over them although i care SO much. but nvm. i am alright! haha. i am the always happy almighty CHENYI! yay. so smile people. smile. be happy like me! no matter what happens. you will be fine. CHARIS! i love you. thank you alot for eating recess and lunch with me when i am lonely. thank you for being there. i will be there when you need me. i know you wont need me. but i will still be there! like how i will be there for anyone. anyone at all. i promise that i am there. i will never go and leave you alone. just come to me my dear. ((((: but sometimes i think i may not have that much energy too. i think i just need a friend. i just need a hug. i just need some comforting and i will be alright again! (((: hahaha. i am writing letter to PEILIH! haha. i am feeling abit bad cos i THINK i lost her letter. so sorry. haha. i shall just write crap to her then XD ehhhh. its 7.30pm! i needa do alot of work. better be gone (((: <3

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