i guess i looked like i was better in class today. some how looks like i was back to the usual me. bit still poeple cant see through me. they dont see my heart. yes they dont. i felt terrible today. i was sleepy AND in a bad mood. den during maths i brought my maths notes finally. so mr tan was happy and MOLESTED my hair and said "guaii guaii". so freaky. i had goosebums on my neck for very long. den ih test today was OK. though i dont think i will do well. but at least i was kind of talking sense. before i went home today i went wif hsin fang to find the chinese teacher. den jenzi came. she looked sad so i was like " jenzi, are you ok?" den she started crying. it was all my fault. i noe. its my fault. i am so sorry jenzi. so sorry. i am just so stupid. i love you jenzi. i noe its my fault. please dun be unhappy. smile. for everyone's sake smile. i feel so bad. alot of things are happening around me. alot of people are around me. like melwee like charis like hsin fang like jaime. i noe. but all the things around me seems to happen because of me. its all my fault. i am so sorry to everyone. i love all of you. hope you all will be happy. and melwee. i didnt mean to be so bad to you. i promise i wont make you angry anymore. coz now i feel very guilty. hope you are alright. hope you wont be so angry at me. sorry. and charis. thank you so much for your note. even though its just a note but i noe u cared. thank you. i am glad to see you all happy again. i look forward to obs wif you. my hand is so pain. i cant even type properly. dun even bother to look at my left hand tmr. its atrocious. its horrible. i shall not talk about it la. melwee u dont seem very happy u noe. hope you are alright. so pain. dun want type le. byebye.

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